"any way you want it, that's the way you need it...any way you want it!"

So I remember when I first decided this blog how I was SO excited because it was going to be another thing for me to enjoy and have fun with...don't get me wrong friends...I LOVE it...so much fun to blog :) but, if you only knew that amount of time it takes! Plus, I am one of those people who literally wants to make her entries as DETAILED as possible so take forever! So therefore, because I literally never have any free time, updating, get's significantly challenging.

So much going on in my world right now. Working on a songwriting project, continuing to audition, trying to spend the majority of my summertime with family and friends as I have been able to do that these past 5-6 months...and getting very excited that I am getting close to being a legal adult! I am so excited to really get my life going and learn to be on my own and learn more about this world and how I can truly love it...

There is just endless possibilites of what I want to do...and I plan on conquering each and every one of them :) I promise to update a bit more over these next few months....thanks so much for continuing to read and for all the support!

xoxo
~B

ps. attatched are some recent photos of my life and a video of me singing an original song at a graduation!

"...and this is what dreams are made of..."

wow. last updated May 5th? my life is seriously insane...

between working, finishing school, family, friends, checking my emails, getting sleep, taking care of myself, traveling, singing at graduations, songwriting...my word! so much to do, and so little time.

anyways, only on for a short update. this past month has truly been a whirlwind and I am stunned that it is already June...I am turning 17 tomorrow! :) YAY!

headed down to West Hollywood Villa Event tonight...:)

have a great summer all!

xoxo
~B

Tea, Tissues and Movies

I am horrible at updating lately! Once the school year is over, I promise I will update more often...my schedule just keeps getting the best of me, and especially now. I am so beyond sick...looks like I stretched myself too thin, and am worn out...so spending all day in bed with tea, tissues, and movies :)

Got through my audition the best I could with feeling so horrible, and think it went well...still waiting to hear...

Had a GREAT one year anniversary with Ryan...here is a picture of us!

Hope all is well.

xoxo
~B

"Mama, I'm a big girl now..."

Disney Audition went GREAT...been a busy week already, as I flew back to CO for a few short days for some work, and seeing friends and family. Headed to DC on Sunday for a Hairspray audition...my dream show of a lifetime, and I get to audition with one of my best friends...:) Should be a great time, and a great experience...let's hope we land it! Would be so fun to spend the summer away performing that show! Also, filming an audition for a feature film on Friday...this role is perfect for me...an aspiring performer is being held back by the wrong things...

Off to bed, but wanted to at least get in a quick update...

Hope all is well!

xoxo
~B

Red Carpet....Disney, Disney, Disney...What more could a girl ask for?

Busy, busy, busy today preparing for a BIG audition tonight.

Have a Disney audition with the head casting Executive that casts Disney Channel shows such as "Suite Life On Deck" and "Wizards of Waverly Place" etc. She is looking for new female faces :) I have to play young down to 15, so lets hope I can pull it off! I have to be at the casting office down in Ventura at 7, half an hour before my audition time to rehearse with my scene partner, and then head into the audition room at 7:30...reading a scene from the hit show Degrassi: The Next Generation...you may have heard of it...it's a big hit on Nickelodeon.

It has been an incredibly busy week as always...it's funny because one minute things seem so quiet, and the next everything literally just comes at you all at once, and you have to handle it in one full swoop...it's a pretty incredible challenge if I have ever seen one, and if anyone ever truly learns how to master that, I will be incredibly impressed.

Went to two premieres on Wednesday night :) My first big red carpet experiences...both down in Westwood...first went to the premiere of the "Back Up Plan" with Jennifer Lopez and Alex O'Loughlin, then headed over to my brother's premiere at the Geffen Playhouse...the opening of his show "Nightmare Alley" starring the incredibly talented Broadway star, James Barbour. There was an amazing pre-party beforehand, then the show, and an after party following...it was incredible...that night pretty much reassured that I am meant for this scene...I LOVED it...it was truly like living a fairytale...I walked down the red carpet standing right next to Helen Mirren. I mean seriously?! Dream come true...

So here are some pictures from the premiere...unfortunately, not allowed to take them at the movie one :/ But, enjoy! And please wish me broken legs for my audition tonight! I will hopefully update more tonight or tomorrow!

xoxo
~B

"Don't Rain On My Parade!"

So sorry once again for the lack on entries on my part lately...I feel swamped! Going back and forth between LA and CO gets tiring as well as my classes are taking over most of my time, and then there is auditioning...

to give you a quick update before I need to get some sleep...I am headed back to LA tomorrow morning...going to my first red carpet premiere at the Geffen Playhouse on Wednesday night, and then have an audition for Disney on Saturday night! Will keep you posted!

Also, recorded an audition video for GLEE!!! :) Here is the link...please go to it, scroll down, watch my videos and give me TONS of gold stars...I need your support to make it on the show! Thanks again! http://www.myspace.com/gleeauditions?link=531158763

xoxo
~B

Feels Like Home To Me

Had a GREAT week in Florida...so nice to finally relax even if just for a few days...back home now and busy again as usual! Gearing up for a big week...will keep you posted but this is all I can write for now!

xoxo
~B